almost lover lyric by fine frenzy (i'm a sucker for good/melancholic/dark lyrics)

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

Well i?d never want to see you unhappy

I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me in the shade

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never ever forget these images no

Well i'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot try the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and i'm haunted

And i bet you are just fine

Did i make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Why can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

new poem!!!

Life

Life is a game

No one wish to play

But they did anyway

Life is a stage

With no willing actors

But they perform anyway

As I stand here

On the edge

I wonder

What am I in this life?

A person?

A daughter?

A friend?

So many roles

So little time

So less chance

It’s so unfulfilling

But it’s also sickening

Like a bitter pill

That I choke upon thinking it will make me feel better

(I feel worse anyhow)

life is a stage...

life is a stage with unwilling actors. and everything that we do everyday is the plot written for us. there are no cut, no redo. what have been done will always be done.
sometimes the plot stumbles us upon some choices. some choices are easy like black and white, others are not. these hard choices are the ones that sometimes make our life interesting.
this play of life is a do or die business. you do what you are supposed to do and deal with the consequences. if you refuse to do it that's mean you refuse to live. refuse to live sometimes mean death but to me there are lots of people who are living but are dead. i refused to be one of those.
life is a stage and i want to make my play the best.

nak balik punya pasal

yea yea cuti. baru 3 minggu sem start, da cuti. mmg best..
so aku d kwn2 aku pun berangkat la pulang ke pahang... kami bertolak pukul 9.30 pg. biler sampai terminal kami g makan dulu, kat kedai payang. entah kenapa, dalam bnyk2 kedai makn yg ade kt c2 cume ade 1 jer yg wat roti canai. tp pasal da lmer x mkn, tibai gak la (kari dier x sedap). lepas makan, blik semula ke terminal. masa 2 dalam pukul 9.15. so, wat la segala urusan alam dulu sebelum naek. bas gerak dalam kol 10.05. (waktu jam bas,sebenarnya jam dalam bas tu cepat, biler da smpai kuantan bru aku sedar). and so, our journey begin....
kami berenti rehat kat cherating (so far so good). lepas berehat setengah jam, bas pun "cuba" memulakan kembali perjalanana namun malangnya bas itu telah mengalami kerosakan yang menyebabkan kami TERPAKSA BERLEMAS DALAM BAS SELAMA 2 JAM!!!!
2 hours of torture later....
bas kembali meneruskan perjalanan. kami tiba pada pukul 4.00 ptg, kawan aku kne cari tiket ke ******** ASAP. aku lak lepak2 coz aku nak nek bas runcit jer blk rumah nenek aku.
so dalam pukul 6 2 aku nek la bas kuantan-pekan. aku cuma boleh kater jam kat kuantan mmg melemaskan. di kawasan batu berapa ntah, aku lihat ader seorang insan kemalangan. bru lg. coz aku duduk dalam bas aku nmpk la ape yg jd. motor mamat tu bergesel so dia pun tergolek la. mase org angkat die, die x sedar tp menyentak-nyentak la gak. aku tengak die x berdarah tapi aku x tau la kan. aku harap die hidup...
so biler da sampai kat perhentian aku (or i think) aku pun tekan loceng. biler aku turun jer aku terpana coz ni bukannye hentian aku (i was somewhere in kg tanah putih). mse tu dah pukul 7. so aku pun beranikan diri jlan sampai depan sekolah dato' mahmud mad. aku  cuba call pakcik aku, x angkat aku antar mesej.
setengah jam kemudian baru dia cal tanye aku kat maner, huhu. dalam kol  8 bru la dia sampai amek aku.
sampai rumah, aku terus mandi sebab aku kener hujan (brr... sejuk.....), makan and pukul 9.00 aku da tidur. xde moood da nk hit chat ngan nenek aku. huhuhu
tp apepun aku berjaya sampai rumah and that's what matter most to me....
p/s mase aku post ni aku kat cc pekan on the way nk blik rmh mak aku. huh my life is a journey i think :p

cari perhatian??

hmm.. baru2 ni ade  dngr cerita x best. ade bisik2 kater aku suke angkat tngn maser klas coz nk cari perhatian. so, aku duduk n fikir...
hmmm... betul ke aku cuma nk cari perhatian lecturer jer?? salah ke aku angkat tangan n tanyer or  bagi pendapt??
maybe aku ketara sangt kot. pape pun i'll never back down just bcoz people said i should do that. i'm doing what's right and in my opinion, raising hands in class are not bad, they're great.
 lagipun aku kesian tngk lecturer(s) tu cakap sorang2. korang xnak bg perhatian lantak korang la, tapi aku bukan kejam sangt nk biar die cakap sorang2. da la x respon, bile org bg perhatian,nk kate2 pulak. manusia2, buat salah, x buat salah. i can't only make one person happy and that person is ME! kthanxbai

i'll bet hermione would agree with me 

welcome 2011...

i'm here,

breathing and very much alive. 

huhuhu lmer da x post pape coz my life had been totally lifeless (sigh)

btw,2011 da bermula dan azam aku adalah....

1. i'm still me

2. not gonna be anybody else

3. heh, sejak biler aku berazam-azam nih

dont know what to say. just having an itch to post something. so, yeah. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!??

welcome 2011...

i'm here,

breathing and very much alive. 

huhuhu lmer da x post pape coz my life had been totally lifeless (sigh)

btw,2011 da bermula dan azam aku adalah....

1. i'm still me

2. not gonna be anybody else

3. heh, sejak biler aku berazam-azam nih

dont know what to say. just having an itch to post something. so, yeah. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!??