99 things worth knowing about me (for my 99 th post)

1.  i am a girl (technically and totally a girl)
2.  i am the first of four sibling
3.  i love vanilla
4. i love cats
5.  i hate anchovies
6.  i only prefer my mak's nasi lemak
7. i an afraid of scorpions (childhood trauma)
8.  a speak two languages 
9.  admire blair waldort character in gossip girl
10. give me a 5 inches thick book (good, fascinating book) and i can finished it in a day
11. i LOVE harry potter
12. i think punkster are cool
13. i like the colour black, white and red (emo colour)
14. my childhood name was wawa (dont call me that)
15. i like to collect quotes
16. my favourite authors are rudyard kipling, j.k rowling and lewis caroll
17. i love seafood
18. my sister hate me
19. i hate my sister
20. i have and had lots of kinds of pets
21. i want to open a petting zoo
22. i secretly wanted to be a dj
23. my dad let me do anything i want cause i'm sensible
24. i love to watch tim burton's, and david yates film
25. i named my pet cat 'KILLER"
26.  i like man who let their woman to be independent
27. i love writing 
28. i am clumsy
29. i have a quite serious chocolate binge during 'that time of the month'
30. i sleep like 10 hours a day, lesser and i'll get cranky
31. i hate mushroom soup
32. i write on my wall, literally
33.  i sined all the petition i found if it is about saving the endangered species
34. my favourite wild animal is wolf
35. i think werewolf are cooler than vampire
36. i hate twilight
37. i don't really like  milo
38. i have bad handwriting
39. i cant draw
40. i am bad at determining distance
41. i am direction blind, i get lost easily
42. i love to be in the dark especially when my mood is not so okay
43. i love the flower queen orchids
44. i tease my brother a lot
45. i always have veggie in my meal, it's a must
46. i never had accident (motorcycle/car) 
47. i love playing in the water
48. i like to talk about me than other people (i dont do gossip)
49. i am a firm believer in karma, what goes around come around
50. i love the lavender scent
51. i like to plan before i do something
52. i dont really like sweet things
53. i cant eat anything spicy
54. i join fanfiction community
55. i cant play games (computer games)
56. i depend on my adrenaline during p.e class so i can run faster
57. i hate jogging
58. i hate wet toilets
59. i am not a crybaby, if i cried, thats mean i was hurt so bad
60. i love teddy bears
61. never talk about politics in front of me coz i dont get them
62. i secretly have a crush on someone
63. i like to be on time
64. i hate those that make me wait
65. i hate silly conversation
66. i prefer smaller groups of dependable friends that lots of two-faced, back-stabbing slut
67. i used to think that i must be the first because my mom named me 'the first' but now i am not so competitive
68. i sleep with my blanket no matter how hot it is
69. i am my own person
70. i love to listen to song with good lyrics
71. i think r&b and rap songs are rubbish 
72. i never been out  of malaysia
73. i am uncomfortable to be in a place with too many people
74. i have all of harry potter books and now i'm collecting the dvd
75. i hate malay drama and lots of their film
76. i am a realist
77. one day i want to have a pet tiger 
78. i prefer to watch national geographic in astro
79. i still watch cartoon
80. i hate to argue
81. i will say whatever i like to whatever i see
82. i can be in the internet for hours doing nothing
83. i think i deserve everything i dad
84. i lost my room to my sister
85. i dont mind being alone
86. i dont really like junk food
87. i hate writer block
88. i think safari is fascinating
89. i hate crocodiles
90. when i was younger i wanted to study animals
91. i am a gemini
92. my favourite game show is 'wipeout'
93. i think britney spears will die young
94. l cant drink milk, it make me sleepy
95. if i drink nescafe, i cant sleep for more than 12 hours
96. i really hate routines
97. i hate folding my clothes
98. i like number 6 and 8
99. i think nobody will read this

bloaty and gassy?

perut masuk angin memang wat kite bengang, ye la, bhgian lain ok tetibe ade baby fat kat tummy, lagi sengal, baby fat tu bukan lemak pun, tp angin. (hangin betul la)
saya ader masalah ni dah lmer da. mmg tension. so mase belek-belek cleo baru ni, ade jumpe artikel untuk menghalang perut  masuk angin. tipsnya adalah:

1. kurangkan pengambilan aimuman berkarbonat, gula-gula getah dan juga menggunakan straw. (hmm.. interesting) menurut willian d. chey, seorg dr. kt university of michigan health system, bahan-bahan ini membawa masuk udara ke dalam sistem usus and membuatkan perut kembung.

seem cool but no so cool

2. berhati-hati dengan pengambilan fiber. fiber mmg bagus namun ia boleh terkumpul dalam usus, terperam dan menghasilakan gas. sebaiknya, ambil makanan berfiber secara sedikit-sedikit sehingga anda menemui jumlah yang sesuai untuk diet anda.

3. yoghurt to the rescue. amalkan pengambilan yogurt kerana ia membantu pembentukan bacteria baik dalam perut anda dan mengurangkan bakteria x berapa baik dari menyebabkan gangguan sistem penghadaman.

yummy youghurt

4. no more HFCS (high-fructose corn syrup). badan kita hanya mampu menyerap sebahagian kecil HFCS, dan sepertimana fiber, ia boleh terperam dlm perut dan menghasilkan sesuatu yang x best (kesannya sama seperti fibre) 

dirty little secrets

sometimes i fake empathy to  make others like me


 i think my mum prefer my other sisters more than me because they gave her chance to nag. i am simply too good to be worried of



i am afraid that i'll end up an old maiden with cats as my companion




i hate what i see in the mirror




i prefer to be in the dark




i may be blunt but i hated the truth too



i think i live under the shadow of my sister. people recognize her more than me even though i think im better person



i think i am bulimic coz sometimes i tried to force what i eat out of my body






once i was afraid of failing my parents but now i dream about failing them so they will notice me



i seldom reconnect with people from school coz they are always mean to me






i become quite heartless to people especially those who step upon me

once i thought about suicide coz i'm so lonely and i'm sure nobody gonna miss me when i'm gone (when i was 16)

i lost my best friends but i can never cry for them

i pretend not to care about gossip so i wont be reminded of my lonely life

i am happy now with my life but sometimes the past always come haunting me 

fifi's engagement

just few pics

This is my sis, afifah "fifi" abd manan

with my mum

the freehair one is onother sis, hafizah 'jaja' abd manan

ni lah hantarannya. mak su cakap "pas lawan bn"

sarung cincin

salam bakal mak mertua...

pose sikit...

the rings..

what i hate.. i detested them

 when i watch tv/ movie/ something like that,  ada org yang nk komen2. nk komen tunggu citer                                                                            abih la!


biler aku ngah duk diam, ader jer nak ngacau. hey, please respect my moment ok.


budak yang ngada-ngada. rasa cam nak lempang jer.


talam dua muka.  ni semua pun kater x suker, tapi.... lu pk la sendri!


yang suka sngt bergantung ngan org lain. kes malas nk berusaha la nie, sumer nk org watkan


yg perasan macam bagus-sumer dier  wat/ ckap/ gune/dngr/dsb betul


ular-  wont stay near one


wat kerja last minute- unless atas sebab2 tertentu yg boleh diterima


ikan bilis- salty, stinky fish. yuck!


RUMOURS- kalau x tau betul ke x, diam  jer!


lagu yang terlampau merayu-rayu. org xnak, dah la, cari laen jer...


cari aku biler time susah- ni mmg banyk aku jumpe. my defence mechanism- ignore them


faker-  jenis suka berpura-pura. baek jadi kura-kura, boleh aku bela


org yang suka blow kat membe biler gaduh ngan b/f or xde mood- sian la member 2 ckit (my becheperen x camni k)


sup cendawan- i think i can smell the spores


scorpion- i can't stand even being in the same room with it


yg dapat pape maklumat (exam/ asggnment/uak) tp xnak kongsi ngan org len- maklumat org dier nk plak


yg jenis xleh tngok org lebih cikit- mula la nk bersaing who's better


will be updated....

bertunang....

so few days back i called my mom, deciding to drop a bomb about needing more money (hey, cant blame me, i got to pay for everything here). i expected her to nag me (as usual) about how i should manage my money. well, my bomb didn't shocked her as much as hers shocked me (yes, this time she got a bomb at ready for me). my (younger) sister is about to be engaged with someone who isn't her boyfriend. Gasp!

double gasp! hyperventilating....
.
okay, i'm okay now... breathe in, breathe out
at first i was like, "mum, seriously, you need better reason to avoid giving me more allowances =__=0
then i was like, "seriously!?! like she will be engaged. like in rings and future family-in-law?!?!

so hahaha
best of luck to her.
(oh did i mention she didnt happen to be engaged with her boyfriend?! snicker- snicker)

assignment

assignment-assignment-assignement, nuff said.