dunia bisu yang bising...

zaman sekarang ni aku tngok sumer org berbual dalam diam.
"watpe tu?"
"chat ngan *****,"
sedang kita sibuk melayan kawan2 fb,bbm, twitter dsb, kita x sedar yg sedikit demi sedikit, kwn2 zahir kita, yg brada di depan mata makin meninggalkan kita. untuk aper trus ada dsisinya? andai dia hanya tahu menaip dan menekan qwerty, berbicara dngn rakan secara maya.

jumlah kawan adalah jumlah friends dan follower.
Nilai  persahabatan adalah pada siapa yang like dan komen
musuh adalah mereka yang mengepos status yang bertentangan dengan pandangan kita.

mungkin aku juga begitu....

mood: inspektor remos

blood donation

actually for  me, more like "fainting on the chair day" or "let get nervous breakdown in front of a bunch of people".

huhuhu  ingat nak derma darah. first time la katakan. everything goes well sampai la time actually nak derma tu, pitam la plak. amek darah sikit jer, pitam yang lebih. pengajarannya, jgn nervous sangat ek.

tp bagi sesape yg berjaya tu, good for you. semoga anda sentiasa dirahmati Allah.

a thousand year- Christina perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

tired

sometimes i just so freaking tired and almost lose it. no one will really understand.

they saw it as it is but the truth it was much more than just that.

tempe oh tempe

ohai!
kalo sebut tempe je, mesti org johor paling excited. tp aku pun tumpang excited walaupun xde setitik darah johor kat aku ni.

pagi tadi, sempat singgah kat pasar tani padang hiliran, kat giant tu, pastu maser jalan-jalan tu jumpalah benda yang sangat menarik ni..

yep. tempe daun. bese jumpe yg dalam plastik jer

so kami serumah pun buat la tempe celup tepung. ni bhn2 dier

1. of course la tempe...

ni bahan bancuhan, tepung beras, kunyit n serbuk ketumbar

1st salut tempe ngan serbuk kunyit dlu

kemudian celup dalam bancuhan tadi dan goreng

ni la rupenye ble da siap goreng

ni la pasangan tempe yg paling best, sambal kicap...

itadakimasu

thanks to gmah coz da tolong masakkan tempe ni untuk kitorang.

p.s: harga tempe ni x mahal pun, lima bungkus rm2 jer. 

guilty pleasure

this has to stop,
this obsession of mine,
racking everything,
enjoying every bit of it,
spun fantasy and defying reality,
am i that lost,
 to hold on to something so superficial,

this guilty pleasure i indulge,
will soon burn me,
 but no matter how i tried,
i just could not stop,
for everything of it is madness,
like falling in under the rabbit hole,
now i know how Alice must feel,

i need help,
i thought i can control it,
but now it control me,
this obsession,
it aren't healthy,
and i am so afraid,
what if i got in too deep,
and i can't get out,

i need to stop,
leave it,
put it to rest,
lay a stone on it,
get on with my life,
try something else,
it can't be my drug anymore,