whats for dinner tonight?

i sat on the chair,
blank staring at my platter,
threw my sight upfront,
no ones there,
blew a sight,
try to focus on my dinner,

the dead things on my plates,
the prove of food chain,
they are cold,
as cold as my hands,
took a spoonful,
it felt so hard to swallow,

dining alone,
is the worst of experience,
what the point of having someone,
when at the end of the day,
you are there eating your dinner alone