tertekan.....

what if

what if,
all the thing we said and done,
can be undone,

what if,
we can change who we are,

what if,
we can go back
and change it all

what if,
we can choose who we are,

what if,
life isn't this complicated

exam da hbis...
tinngl folder lak...
folder pkk jer...
BTW folder BIG pun x wat ag....
bnyk r plak kerje.......

klaka kan, bile kte x nk cayer. bnde 2 la yg akan jd, tp bile kter cyer mati-mati x jadi lak. ke kte kne caye ape yg kte x leh pecaye n jgn pecaye ape yg blh kte pecaye. huh kanfius da. ini la yg jd mase exan sce 3101 aku...

tpi xleh salahkan sesaper, aku gak yg xnk caye. xde sper suh aku jgn cayer. ironiknya xde sper suh aku cayer. so maybe org len pun cam aku cak kot. huhuhu

BTW ad lg 1 paper n paper ni complicated ckit. so aku nk study bbtol kali ni. bukan nk dpt anugerah pengarah ( x ingin aku anugerah mak ngah) tp at least x nk jd org last dlm kelas. pas abih exam kner wat folder lak.... duh.....

exam PKK lusa tp mls duh nk study. bace je la memane. da la tukang fotostat wat sial, satu topik dier x fotostate. paner aku cari topik kanak-kank bkeperluan khas, mujur de elsa (student pemulihan) boleh mintk ngan dier. sains pun x bace lg. naper ni makin dekat exam makin aku malas. perut da kenyang raser ngantuk yang amat lak.

no,no, no. wahee, jgn wat camni kt diri sendri. go on. get up. bnyk lg yg ko miss. dont give up, not just yet. la victoria es dulce. xoxo

ENTERING...

assalamualaikum and hello everybody. so, this is my first post ever and i just like to say hello and welcome to my life.

actually i'm looking for a place to technically save all my poems and writing (coz i always lost them). i love writing poems and i always write anytime and anywhere, based on how i feel. that's why the blog's name is wahee's life. writing poems is like writing diary to me, so accept it, it's my life.

this is my first poem here, i hope that i can gather all my old poems and dump them all here but i have no time yet (screw the exam!!).

RUN

i'm always on the run,

away from my fear

away from my tears

away from my pains

no matter how much i ran

no matter how long i ran

all my pains, tears and fears

still tailing me

pushing me to the edge

so i'm circling my mind

create a world i want to be

my life seems to split

i gave up reality

and living my fantasy

but reality won't let me go

and fantasy is too good to be true

all i have is myself to blame

why it has to be so hard?

i try to face it

all my pains, tears and fears

all of these feeling

dancing in my heart

to the tempo that i cant follow

and i fell

deep into the darkness

without no one to hold on to

xoxo,

wahee

may 22 2010

1.50 am

it may a bit dark, but thats what i feel...