untitled poem of heartbreak

once we were friends,
like all friends should be,
we played together,
we enjoy our life together,
it is happiness

then, we were best friends,
we share our laugh,
we share our tears,
we did pinkie promise on anything,
it was a bless

later, we were more then friends,
we share more than a friends ever share,
we know more than we ever told,
we hold on to one another,
more than best friends ever did,
it was a bliss

now, we were strangers,
that breath the same sadness,
and live the same lie,
pretending not to feel anything,
when inside are bleeding,
try to look the other way,
try to hold the tears from falling,

truth is i still...
wahee
july 27 2010
8.39 pm

dua tiga hari ni da de terjumpe membe2 lmer time sekolah dulu...
hadui rindu tol kt dorang..
hrp2 leh la jumpe dorang,
especially my bff asmida and resty.

huhuhu harap2 aku boleh sabar la ngan budak2. payah kalo x brape minat ngan budak2 ni

people always said that i'm thinking out of the box. my ideas are wayyyy too much.yet i din't think that i'm thinking out of the box, i can't even see the box , the boundary. well maybe bcoz i don't live in the box that they live
SO PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME FOR BEING MYSELF COZ I DON'T BLAME YOU FAKING YOURSELF (THOUGH I HATE IT)

people always said that i'm thinking out of the box. my ideas are wayyyy too much.yet i din't think that i'm thinking out of the box, i can't even see the box , the boundary. well maybe bcoz i don't live in the box that they live
SO PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME FOR BEING MYSELF COZ I DON'T BLAME YOU FAKING YOURSELF (THOUGH I HATE IT)

aku x suka org wat aku nangis. kalo org wat aku nangis, aku akan jadi marah.bile aku marah aku akan jd destructive. sebab 2 org yg kenal aku xkn wat aku nangis.
tp ad sorang hamba allah ni dah wat aku nangis. so aku jd marah sangat ngan dier aku plan nk kenekan die. revenge is sweet, xoxo

bosannya!!!!!!!!
kalo la boleh kuar jln2 kn best. asyik lpak dlm asrama ni bkn best pun. rase nk g shopping tapi elaun xde ag huhuhu =_='''
oh my best friend, t kite nk wat pe. aku da boring tahap cipan ni, nk g pantai pun basikal rosak ag. agaknya dalam tempoh beberapa hari ni bnyk lg ke akan rosak (yg da rosak: mause, cooler pad, broadband,phone, bakul baju,kasut sukan, dll). ni kne sos ngan mak dulu la nampknya.

bosannya!!!!!!!!
kalo la boleh kuar jln2 kn best. asyik lpak dlm asrama ni bkn best pun. rase nk g shopping tapi elaun xde ag huhuhu =_='''
oh my best friend, t kite nk wat pe. aku da boring tahap cipan ni, nk g pantai pun basikal rosak ag. agaknya dalam tempoh beberapa hari ni bnyk lg ke akan rosak (yg da rosak: mause, cooler pad, broadband,phone, bakul baju,kasut sukan, dll). ni kne sos ngan mak dulu la nampknya.

bosannya!!!!!!!!
kalo la boleh kuar jln2 kn best. asyik lpak dlm asrama ni bkn best pun. rase nk g shopping tapi elaun xde ag huhuhu =_='''
oh my best friend, t kite nk wat pe. aku da boring tahap cipan ni, nk g pantai pun basikal rosak ag. agaknya dalam tempoh beberapa hari ni bnyk lg ke akan rosak (yg da rosak: mause, cooler pad, broadband,phone, bakul baju,kasut sukan, dll). ni kne sos ngan mak dulu la nampknya.

my sense of insecurity always make me doubt if i ever gonna be what i am suppose to be

ape la korg ni.sebab pe nk beria sangt. org 2 x peduli pun, korg yg terhegeh-hegeh. pas2 bile x jdi macm yg dijangka, mula nk marah2, kte org len x beri kerjasama la, pe la. look back, tengok dulu, loop kat maner2. kalo da sure korg nyer plan mmg da ok, baru cari punca luaran kenape x jadi.
mcm aku, kno la aku gagal nk post pape kebelakanagn ni, well look at my side, aku x de bnde sangt nk cakap, so that's why aku x post.
tp bile aku de bnda nak ckp, WIRELESS NI LAK WAT SIAL! ARGHHH....!! WIRELESS MAKTB LEMBAB!

tenet maktab yg lembab ni wat aku teringin cari broadband. kali ni nk pakai mxs lak. yg celcom dan kene terminate dan tambh best ag, broadband 2 pn rosak.btw, x sabr tunggu dpt elaun. banyk nk kene beli ni.

tenet maktab yg lembab ni wat aku teringin cari broadband. kali ni nk pakai mxs lak. yg celcom dan kene terminate dan tambh best ag, broadband 2 pn rosak.btw, x sabr tunggu dpt elaun. banyk nk kene beli ni.