backstabber

smile on the front, smirk on behind,

you said untruthful words,

laced with lies and deception,

making people believe you, adore you,

yet, 

you are willing to harm them, let them down,

so that you can get your way,

you're pathetic, 

wake friends against one another,

now when i look back, i had always been careful when choosing my friends. i have not many friends but they are enough because i can trust them and they are supportive. yet, in my life i met a lot of people, with a lot of attitude. i keep my head down, away from any confrontations. keep myself away from any problems. i tried my best to be free of life drama. i describe my self as a pacifist. i don't want any life drama.

but there are somethings that are my limits. those things that i hate it when people do it to me. and to me, it was a fair warn for them to know that i am not afraid to do exactly what they did. i believe what goes around will come around, what you did to other, will come back to you.

 

afterschool: mind blowing?

so i've watched the movie afterschool and all i can say it was really confusing, in a good way.

the main character are pretty much like me, i mean i  enjoy videos too. and in a way i could understand his character but believe me when i say, you gotta be robert to understand the story.

the camera angles were all messed up, in a way so that we can only think in robert's point of view. no other way around. at one point, i believe the screen shots were from robert's camera  which it isn't.

the plot were a bit slow and bored and not lots of conversation happened, only actions. but the actions told a lots of things, especially about the students of the bryton's academy. this slow plot at one time almost had me to push the stop button, but because i know the ending i was very tempted to see it, and the result are not dissapointing.

this story tell the different angle of american highschool,  to me, the real side. the one that they are hiding. no cheesy romantic scene, no stupid fashion style or in other way no disney high school shit.

it's safe to say i like it :p

filem indie?!?!?

filem indie?
An independent film, or indie film, is a film production resulting in a feature film that is produced mostly outside of major film studios. The term also refers to art films which differ noticeably from most mass marketed films.^{[citation needed]} In addition to being produced by independent production companies, independent films are often produced and/or distributed by subsidiaries of major studios.^{[citation needed]} In order to be considered independent, less than half of a film's financing should come from a major studio.^{[citation needed]} Independent films are sometimes distinguishable by their content and style and the way in which the filmmakers' personal artistic vision is realized.^{[citation needed]} Usually, but not always, independent films are made with considerably lower film budgets than major studio films.^[1] Generally, the marketing of independent films is characterized by limited release designed to build word-of-mouth or to reach small specialty audiences (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Independent_film)

aku suke tngk filem tp coz aku ni choosy sangat, jrg2 tngok filem. tp bile cakap sal filem indie, tak kire la tempatan or international, aku tabik la.
skarang da bnyk filem indie, or art filem, cuma payah nak cari jer. kalo anda bioasa blog walking or online surfing kat blog2 underground mungkin akan jumpa la.
beberapa yang aku jumpa agak menarik gak. cam afterschool, toe to toe, fish tank (u.k) dan beberapa lagi. cuma payah nak dapatkan dvd dier kat malaysia ni so kne pepandai la ek kalo nk tngok ;p

the pierces-lyrics

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…

[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of the m is dead…
(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead






aku suke lirik ni. maksud dia agak mendalam gak lah. ia buat  aku terfikir, mmg biler kiter ader rahsia, kiter akan rase 'gatal' sngt nak bitau org, especially kwn baek or bf/gf kiter. tp bile dah bitau, kiter risau lak takut2 dier kasi pecah rahsia. after all secret is a very delicate thing, you can break it with a whisper.


two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. 
maknanya walaupun ader dua orang yang tau rahsia tu, tapi rahsia tu cume blh selamat kalo yang lg 1 tu mati. creepy, huh?! tapi ader betulnya. rahsia x patut diberitahu, tapi kiter nak gak btau, akibatnya kiter mula x senang duduk coz takut kalo kwn kiter tu kasi pecah rahsia kiter. bahase diaer agak kasar la coz cakap pasal mati, i.e murder. n video dier pun sal dier murder kwn dier coz takut kwn dier pecah rahsia. 

mengejar

mengejar,
masa,
ruang,
ketika,
tersesat dan tersangkut,
keletihan,
kehilangan,
adakah berbaloi usaha kita?

mengejar,
dia,
x mungkin jadi milikku,
melihat dari jauh,
doakan dia bahagia,

kurosaki in memories

in sadness i'd like to share that my kitty, Kurosaki is now forever gone. it was believed to be an infection on a wound at his feet. this post is dedicated to him...

book review: diary of a wimpy kid- the ugly truth

mse jln2 kt mega mall aritu, g masuk popular jap, cari buku. jumpa la buku ni, title dier cam kt atas tu la.
aku cuma nak cakap, mner buku ni maser aku umur 13-14 thun dulu???
citer dier mmg best. bg aku bacaan dier light jer. dan yang menarik, ia ditulis dalam bentuk jurnal. watak utama greg, menulis jurnal ni bagi menceritakan pengalaman harian dier. n plus pointnya adalah ilustrasi menarik yang ada dalam buku ni. total recommendation pada yang sedang merempuh zaman remaja dan juga mereka yang ingin berurusan dengan remaja. 

n dier juga da ader movee, so nnt nak cari movee dier la.

*now reading dirty little liars