run

run
run
run
run all the way you can,
run all the distance you want,
run from all the things you hate,
run from all the things you afraid,
keep on running,
never look back,
but (sigh)
you'd run all the way you can,
you'd run all the distance you want,
it's still there,
begging, demanding, threatening,
you cry and hid you face,
you burst your anger just to get rejected,
you lost yourself
falling from grace
and you dont think you'd ever get back on your feet
just stop,
dont look back if you dont want to
just let it pass you through
and maybe
just maybe you could smile again
and walk with your head held high
and it never going to hurt you anymore.

hari raya....

pejm celik, pejm celik da nk rayer da ek. huhuhu rayer nie maybe x best coz bnyk ag assignment nk kne wat. ngan pbs ag. tp kalo arrange btol2 xde masalah kot. hehehe, nk wat biskut rayer pun malas. apatah lg nk wat assignment. huhu.... papepun, selamat hari rayer maaf zahir dan batin...

mode: happy

yes, yes yes!!!!
hahahaha....
suke tol la, elaun da msuk, kerje da nk siap n most importantly, esok nk blk da. walopun x blk rmah tp best gak coz dpt kuar dr maktab (huhuhuhu).
nnt nk shopping bju ryer n most importantly nk hangout, kasi lega skit pale otk ni. cam da nk pech kot pale nie (i think i got aneurysm :p).
to all the poeple out there, dont worry about me... i dont discrimainate, i hate all of u equally... hehehehe

forget

forget him,
forget him,
forget him,
if you cant get over him,
think about all the bad things he done,
he did not deserve you,
he just gonna hurt you more,
he's gonna hold you back,
lie to you and back stab you,
believe me,
he did not love you the way you love him,
this is the end,
stop thinking about him,
close your eyes
and try to get some sleep tonite,
maybe when the new day arrive,
you'll be awaken...

When You Don't Like Yourself | Psychology Today

When You Don't Like Yourself | Psychology Today

What is a Psychopath?

What is a Psychopath?

live love lust lie
i live,
that's the solid fact,
the reason i'm living?
still blurry,
living in the deepest pain of my past,
living in the colourless world of my present,
living to the unknown of my future,
but still,
i'm living...
love,
i felt love once,
sweet and warm,
like cup of hot tea,
but what happen when the tea turn cold,
just like my love,
tasteless,
lust,
is something i cant explain,
how my mind says no,
my heart still want you,
my mind won the battle
but my heart just not giving in,
not yet
lies,
that's all it need,
to break it all apart,
all the lies you told,
all the lies i saw,
are not bearable anymore,
but still,
the razor sharp blade isn't the answer,
coz i'm too afraid to lose the other three...